uldnt be ‘in love’ with him as opposed to ‘love’ him. I asked him yesterday if he wished I was straight rather than gay and he said he likes me just the way I am. Every guy I date doesnt match up to our bond, its crazy. So we’ve been hangin out every weekend lately cuz he works out of town during the week. So I’ve been trying so hard to just be platonic with him and everytime I act like that it seems like he is hungry for more attention from me. Like he will play with me alot(playful hitting and stuff) and I usually will do it back. But when I dont it looks like he is about to cry, its so cute. I know if things were to get sexual it would probably ruin us.
is this a sign he may wao make a move on him: The ht he asked me to smell his breath…lol i know gross…he opened his mouth and said smell it…and i did and that was it..did he wao kiss him??
So im happy with myself on how Im going about things now. Its so fusing because I could really be overthinking things too. I overthink things waaaaaaaaaaaay too much when it es to him and he has even told me that too. But bottom line is that I know he loves me and I love him and we have a great time hangin out. Its just that he always is so flirtatious with me and i catch him staring at me alot too.
Oh Oh and I also have to tell you, a few weeks ago we were watg movies aold me that I bring out his ‘gay’ side. WTF?? he bi??? or what?? he acts sht around straight people but when hes around me he acts so flamboyant sometimes. We go out to eat and people seriously think we are a gay couple.
i know for a fact that he let a gay guy suck his die time a long time ago and also when he was 15 he had anal sex oh another ‘straight’ guy.
Anyway I need your thoughts again Maybebi…you mentiohat you are more like him in this sutuation. Do you hide ur feelings from your friend sometimes like my friend might do? Is he scared to a gay feelings for me?
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