ves are for me because I always knew I was gay but at this time in my life I wasnt open about it and here is this straight guy that I love so much saying stuff like this to me, it was so fusing. UGH!
I asked him a few times what he means by all this and he would always say its nothing and to quit ‘buggin’ him about it. Then our friendship moved to a level of me sleepio him at night sometimes and we would give each other massages and stuff. I was always to afraid of reje to put any moves on him. We kissed and flirted alot when we were drinking tho. So this went on for like a year or two and at the same time whenever he got a new girlfriend we would quit talking because bottom line I was jealous of that. Im a Leo so I run and hide from stuff like that with a smile on my face(ag like i dont care but really i do). But everytime him and his new girlfriend wouldnt work out he would call me and tell me he misses hangin out with me and he loves me and stuff like that. I had my own place to live at this point btw. And I loved him alot too and at this point just wanted his friendship over anything because I know for a fact he likes girls and it would never work out between me and him as more than friends.
Then we would start hangin out again and the same stuff would start happening again. We would kiss(usually when he was drunk), he would always flirt with me while sober too and people actually told me that we acted just like a couple. My own mom thought he was my boyfriend. He would fuse the hell outta me and still tell me he is straight as an arrow. He would tell me all about his sex life and what he did to his girlfriend and I would tell him stuff that I had doh people. So now I had known him for like 3 years and started really falling in love with him and he seemed to love me alot too. There were times when I thought he loved me as much as i love him and then times when I wasnt so sure. Nothing ever really happened between us except for kissing and lot of fl