ships with girls. I remember not too long after spending alot of time with each other he told me I was a very good looking guy and if he was gay he would ‘go for me’. I really didnt think much of it at this time because he was still sidered just a good acquaintahen we were road tripping to a friends house one night he was driving and i was the passenger and all of a suddeuro me and kissed me. It was just a short sweet kiss but it was so hot. I remember asking him later that night what that kiss was about he was like ‘nothing i just wao kiss you’.
So time passes on and in the meantime we bee the best of friends and just like brothers. Long story short, I knew his mom before i met him and he lived with his mom still and I would spend a lot of time over at their house hangin out. then I ended up moving in with them because of some financial issues and stuff and they were already like sed family to me anyway. He and I drank a lot together and it seemed when he would get drunk he would tell me he loves me and how sexy I am and eve as far as to tell me his relationship with his current girlfriend at the time wasnt as special as ‘me and him’ and he just liked her to get laid. So Im getting really fused as to what his motives are for me because I always knew I was gay but at this time in my life I wasnt open about it and here is this straight guy that I love so much saying stuff like this to me, it was so fusing. UGH!
I asked him a few times what he means by all this and he would always say its nothing and to quit ‘buggin’ him about it. Then our friendship moved to a level of me sleepio him at night sometimes and we would give each other massages and stuff. I was always to afraid of reje to put any moves on him. We kissed and flirted alot when we were drinking tho. So this went on for like a year or two and at the same time whenever he got a new girlfriend we would quit talking because bottom line I was jealous of that. Im a Leo so I run and hide from stuff li