t told barely anyone, which seems a bit sad, but I’m not getting any tail either and I’m alright so whatever.
First love was something else. I’m sure there was some great godly reason behind it, but I couldn’t tell you what it was. Maybe a kid I could mould. Shape to be whatever I hat’s all I got.
Well, anyway, whe became clear to me that he was not geared to love me anything like how I loved him, my heart cracked. In the end I think my greatest failing in that e was my lack of faith in fate’s impetus, this failing gave me the singular desire to run from that which was ordained in me. I could see no way to make him mine, as I wanted, and foresaw only more pain and stagnation. I still don’t see what I was supposed to do, and I suppose that’s what leads me here.
When I had achieved a stable distance from him, the pain ceased entirely. Though I still dream about him from time to time, the images are no lorue to life. I suppose that’s good, I’m not chasing that old love, but a new one.
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bi_guy22 says:
February 23, 2011 at 11:10 am
with you on that dude. great story and yeah gotta believe in yourself and move on if they dont have the balls to show their real feelings. distance works wonders.
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Biguy says:
October 13, 2009 at 7:16 pm
So I have this friend. And we’ve been friends for about two years. He has a girlfriend but i’m still attracted to him. Now I don’t usually have him stay over but he always asks me to stay over. Sometimes randomly at 11 pm he’ll ask me if I want to stay over. He has a guest room but we always end up sleeping in his bed. He tells me everything and I know that he’s had a drunken escapade or two which resulted in him giving a guy a hand job and recieving a bj from a guy. By the way, we are seniors in high school. So in turn, I told him about my experiences while being drunk with guys. We always just wrestle around with each other and when we hang out and watch t