v or movies we will just lay there, entangled, with our heads laying on each other. Idk. Sometimes I feel like he wants to go further. I mean he always tells me he’s horny. So I don’t know whether to a it or not. I mean he ha a girlfriend and they’ve been dating for about 5 or 6 months. I’m the only person who knows about the things he’s done, an he’s actually gone farther with guys than girls, so what should I make of that? I’m really attracted to him but don’t know what to do. Any advice?
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maybebi says:
October 13, 2009 at 9:51 pm
Sounds like a really great friendship! You know what he’s doh guys, he knokws what you’ve doh guys, clearly he’s still fortable being close to you. If both of you were drunk when you did those things, maybe try getting drunk together. Or at least “drunk” enough to let that be an excuse.
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Greg says:
October 26, 2009 at 8:08 pm
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But several years ago, something ged inside me. I am happily married, but my wife lost all i in sex. I tried to suppress my needs and urges in the name of my marriage. But that is like trying to squeeze a balloon. It eventually led me to the I. And there, I saw gay sex for the first time. I should have been appalled. But instead, I became hopelessly aroused. And as I chatted with other men, my desire for aer, if not a relationship with a man has grown signifitly.
Maybe men are simply more accessible. Maybe it’s the power of a stiff penis that hypnotizes me. Maybe it’s the thrilling thought of smashing the glass wall that separates my straight life from a torrid and meaningful gay enter. Now, I